My life when I was single.... I am not ashamed to say that I enjoyed every single minute of it. I was going out with friends almost everyday, oohhh... well, I can say that I was a party animal before. Always loved to be the center of attention (but in a nice and decent way). Loves fashion, my clothes has to be new and on trend whenever I go out. No repeat performances please ;-) I also have moods that I just want to sit and chat so I used to go out with a few of my fave friends spending time in Starbucks. Yeah, I went out on dates as well... why not?! " ma- appeal naman ako sa mga guys noh?!!!! There were people who used to be jealous of me, kiber ko! Sa akin "Mamatay ka sa inggit"! As long as I never step on to other people and I am doing the right thing, I am never bothered.
But being away with your family is really a bad thing. Even you've got the freedom... there something is missing. You know the security thing?! Yeah, it happened to me many times. When you are down, you don't know to whom you will turn to. It's hard to identify who your true friends are. There were people who betrayed me, fool me, used me. I gained many things and I also lose a lot! I lost friendship, trust, money, respect.... On the other hand, I gained confidence, rebuild my self-esteem, became stronger and I've got more faith in God. I know, He's the only one who never leave me.....
There was a time that I got fed up on my daily routine. Wanted to be with someone permanently. A constant companionship that I thought would be a solution of my loneliness. But I didn't want to be desperate so I've waited patiently... Asked God to give me the person who will love me, understand me and be with me forever....
Sometimes things comes to you unexpectedly..... Forcing or pushing something to happen do not have a good outcome. But something which is prayed for and meant to happen .... is definitely will have a wonderful result.
That is my next story. Till then!
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